Pigeona

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Oh yeah I'm not actually gone (I've said this 1000000x times).. but only lurking around and faving most of the time, so pardon me if I dont comment/submit much, I'm more active on Instagram these days so feel free to watch me there: instagram.com/magnadramon/

So yea I had disappeared from DA again since October without realizing it's been almost half a year.. OTL I refrain from saying anything, because idk if it ends up being dramatic, but at the same time I wish to tell what happened.

As expected, I could not sustain doing the daily sketch challenege. I tend to give up alot because I've a major issue, my motivation is a roller-coaster, I will never know when it'll be at its peak, and whenever it does I lose it very quickly. And I could never work on a drawing long enough to finish it, I lose my interest very quickly then switch to another idea.. as a result I have ALOT of WIP piled up and rarely any finished drawing.

Those who had been following me could probably tell I had been drawing less digital art and more traditional art; I suffered from heavy digital art-block because I never have my own space to work on my drawing on a PC, because I share my room with my bro/mom due to family issue. Distraction is one of my biggest weakness, and I feel absolutely uncomfortable if people are watching me.

Then I adapted to be more active in traditional drawing, and since I took my hiatus few years ago, I had been drawing a lot of different things. And my subject gradually shifted from the usual cute and charming to something monstrous and violent.. (due to my depression from issues IRL) I admit I have anxiety, I was a lil worried that people may no longer like what I do and wasnt sure if they will appreciate my traditional works as much as my digital ones. I had not been posting much for that reason.. but I still wish someday I could truly be comfortable enough to post them.

I want to be myself on DA so bad so I could truly stay and not running away because I'm afraid to show what I actually do.. but if you're interested, you can visit my sketches at Instagram: www.instagram.com/magnadramon/ where I'm more active in posting there and catching up, I may do the same on here later, when I'm more comfortable.. that is.

Also, I've a different mascot there because I -somehow- managed to claim that screenname. xD she's my alter-ego in a way, and a reflection of who I wish to be: cheerful and optimistic.

I've been away for too long, I mean.. look at my last journal, it's been 4 years!! And oh gracious, I was so embarrassing back then... I'd rather not look back. I'm no longer the Pigeona I used to be, I took a very big turn in life, and my drawing style evolved drastically.

Anyway, I apologize for not being able to reply every messages, they had been in my mailbox forever when I began my hiatus and it's awkward to reply to messages as long as years ago. So if I missed anything really important I'd appreciate it if you enlighten me again!

Well.. October begins over here and I'd like to take this chance to draw more, so I've decided to take on the challenge of Inktober.. or Sketchtober, as I'm used to drawing with pens more, and idk if ballpen is considered ink so.. sketchtober. XD I've been procrastinating too much lately and struggle with short motivation span, but I have the sudden urge so I'll see if this will last for the entire month! So drop me some comments and tell me what you'd like to see in my sketches.. I'll try to draw anything (creatures preferred), even your OC's. The only thing I won't draw are anthros and humans.

I MAY or MAY NOT draw something, so don't feel offended if I didn't pick what you requested. But it doesn't hurt to give it a try, so comment right away, like.. now.

GO! 

Tagged by (It's been so long since I got tagged.. thanks. xD)

Rules:
1 → You must post these rules.
2 → Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3 → You have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4 → Go to their pages and tell them you tagged them.
5 → No tag backs.
6 → No junk in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you read this." You legitimately have to tag 10 people. But it does not say I can tag nobody.. so..

1. I kept thinking I'm weird.. nothing could ever change my mind, until somebody told me, "You're not weird, you're just special." I grew to accept myself better now.

2. I have big issues with awkwardness. I feel awkward at unusual circumstances.. and when I do, I make abnormal actions. XD

3. I'm always lost in thought. I spend most of my time imagining, thinking, wondering.. to the point that I would confuse myself.

4. I feel weird any time after midnight.. (Do note I mean feel weird, not thinking I'm weird. xD) I'm easily down after that time, deep in thought, and have emotional conflicts.

5. When I take nap in the afternoon, 90% chance I'll have dreams.. sometimes as many as 3 in one nap. O_o

6. I've always been told to be too serious. I take jokes too seriously.. I dislike comedy shows/movies, I just don't get most of the "jokes"..

7. Now for something less personal and serious. xD I love names that end with "-a" or "-ia", they just sound so beautiful. <3

8. I prefer cool stuffs over cute stuffs; though I like both. I'm not the one that would go crazy over cute stuffs, I get dazed by cool stuffs instead. xD And I hate things that are too sickening cute.

9. My dream is to travel oversea, to somewhere covered in ice and snow.. if possible, see real auroras as well. I imagine, it must be an amazing sight to behold. =]

10. I spent hours writting these, dang, why am I so serious? xD Oh and I have a lot of drawings waiting to be uploaded, but I'm lazy now. Har har har.

Tags uh..? I don't have many friends willing to do this, and the ones that I would tag had already done this. o.o

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As for uploading stuffs, I'm not sure if I should upload some drawings that ain't what I usually upload..
I wonder if people watch me for the stuffs I draw or watch me for how I draw; my style.
Or I shouldn't think about it and just upload what I want?
Dang it, screw my mind seriously. e_e

-kicks 10 months old journal off-
Hey peeps.. I'm not dead lol, just been quite inactive due to school projects and personal stuffs. Oh and sorry to everyone that I message-bombed just now, I was replying all my delayed messages at one time so I hope you guys dont mind. xD; Also, I'll try to finish off the rest of the arts in my list, and about the pencil drawings.. I didnt forget them, I just lost the sketch for the WIP so I sorta have to hold them for a while. I'll finish off the trades that I owe first and only then the others. And I'm currently taking a break from digital arts 'cause I lost my motivation. :/ Reasons are indicated in my last digital art. >_>;

On a side note, my birthday is coming on Nov 21st, still quite a while from now, but I hope to hear from you guys on that day. _{No, I'm honestly not hinting for any gifts.. it's optional. xP}

See you guys next time! ^_^Y



Free pencil drawings

1. - Pigeona with Zwindial - pigeona.deviantart.com/art/Gif…
2. - Tempo - pigeona.deviantart.com/art/Gif…
3. - Tohark - pigeona.deviantart.com/art/Gif…
4. - Wycoakal - pigeona.deviantart.com/art/Gif…
5. - Bloodspire - outline done
6. - Wisperian



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